'Heartbreaking, beautiful, sad, loving, healing and so much more'

'A book I re-read over and over and over'

'Completely consuming. Absolutely essential read'

'Cried. Smiled. Cried. Smiled. Cried again¿'

The fabric of our souls is thin - we've been wandering this world just to unite in this small corner of the universe. Our connection is frightening and enchanting all at once...

I'm twenty-six years old and I want to die.

Waking up-alive-in the hospital with my brother weeping over me is the moment that everything changes. He has me committed to Harlow Sanctum, an unusual rehabilitation center with unorthodox methods and a storied past. There, I meet my roommate, a man with cruel eyes and a sense of humor even more morbid than my own. We're strangely drawn to each other.

I crave death. He craves life.

Can two people like us cure each other?

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If He Had Been With Me meets Girl in Pieces in this angsty, emotional and yet spellbinding romantic thriller about two troubled souls who find solace in each other at a rehabilitation facility.